Friday, March 15, 2013

Lists.

I am a scheduler. 
I like lists, any kind: all of them. 
-To Do 
-Shopping
-Homework
-Timelines
-Goal Lists
-List of lists --> check.
I make lists of who to call, where to go, even what to read. 
I have a pretty short but seemingly scary  list going now, of things I NEED to do.
1. Get a job for my internship class- ASAP.
2. Find a house for August.
Two things I have been working very hard to accomplish with no such luck. 
Not having control of life is one of the most difficult and beautiful problems to have. 
While I have no idea what I am doing, or living for that matter, right now it doesn't matter.
Because ...
" God has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end." 
[Ecclesiastes 3:11]
This week I am learning to let go of my lists and focus on the day at hand. 
I am confident God will take care of me and my needs so I am just going to rest in that. 
 Ill be sure to let you know this all works out.
Gods timing>my timing
Gods plans> my plans
He>i